Time is flying...

Everyday is busy busy busy and and I can't believe how long its been since I last posted. It feels like yesterday. Luckily my binge was only a day long. I felt so horrible I am hoping it is a reminder not to run to food when I am stressed.

My little brother (he's 25) is a drug addict and has been causing some family drama lately. It makes me sad and angry. It definitely has the opportunity to derail my efforts but I prevailed this time. I know understand why my mom (who is thin) gained 20 pounds last time he overdosed. But, that my friends is another story.

Since we last spoke I have lost another pound. It seems 1 pound every 2 weeks is what my body is about these days. I can't imagine eating less or exercising any more without feeling completely punished. So I will keep doing what I am doing.

I only have a little under a month before I turn 28. I really wanted to be under 300 pounds. Since that is impossible I have to revise the goal. Under 340 by my birthday would be great, not as good, but I'll take it! Talk to you soon.


  1. Good job on your weight loss. As long as your loseing and doing what you need to do you should be happy. Setting a birthday goal is great, I am doing the samething. Sorry about the family drama. Good job on not getting you off track. Emotional eating is so hard to get a hand on.

  2. I'm so glad to hear that you are willing to change you goals and not be too upset by having to change the 'deadline' on your goals. I have always set timeframes in which to meet certain weight loss goals. Nope, I many times don't make them...but at least I'm closer to the goal for having tried to reach it!

    Good luck!